消失在沒有光的空房间: 痴言瘋語

shy or shame

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 21:16:25 GMT

Don't Think; Don't Miss.

Open My Chest, Fire My Heart.

Sun, 20 Jul 2008 13:04:59 GMT

step by step, day after day, love in love;

hurt across hurt, pain over pain, eye on eye;

cold during cold, burn up burn, she as she;

tear under tear, on and on, die will end.

Transparence

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 01:24:11 GMT

I only dream was say the first morning to you, but your tear crash my belief over;

looking your beautiful eyes, see the reason I always not right;

I know the truth that I am not the only one love you, you just not sure who is suitable to you;

engrave love all over my heart, but you still say you have to;

I will be somewhere you will know, having my own life without you;

if it's the destiny and you wish, I recede to your friend to guard you.

Grow Up Overnight

Thu, 17 Jan 2008 23:36:34 GMT

"So, next time you see me, would you remember me?"

"I only can't remember to forget you."

"We have a diner together if we meet on street again."

"Am I free from now?"

"When you weak up."

Silent Christmas

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 18:05:04 GMT

You asked for a taste, you got it, then you asked for a quarter, you got it, then you asked for all, you got it, in the end nothing you can ask for.

Gratings are always sad. Happiness is only real when shared. I should satisfy with meeting you, but I am missing you.

After 24

Wed, 31 Oct 2007 11:52:47 GMT

you smile like a teen doesn't recover my pain, I sleep earily every night try to find our happiness;

you cry in the other side of the phone to show your feel, I want say something but couldn't make it sound;

you belive we'll be fine even each have own life, I know it won't that easy since the day arrive;

you want lock me in a room with youself until the world end, I tell me I need you then hurt you over and over again;

It's not easy to love like we loved when we have Responsibility and duty after 24.

Is it Racial Discrimination =_=?

Tue, 12 Sep 2006 14:17:45 GMT

I'll be there when you're calling on me.

Thu, 11 May 2006 20:50:19 GMT

I've always wanted to be your girl, as far back as I can remember you.

We sat face to face around same table, I breathed the air mix the smoke out from your lungs, cigarette after cigarette, espresso after espresso, the talk started, ......you know you special, smart and tough......, I saw the truth through your eyes, but didn't stop you lying, ......you changed, and hard to hang on as I promised......, there was no heart to be broken, so you smashed and blow it in the wind, feeling become helpless after you knew the result would be,......we'll be best friend again, don't we...... once you speechless I said can you give me a smile and kiss me for a very last time.

I want my tear back and cry freely tonight.

my flower need sunshine, not me

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 14:15:38 GMT

After 7+2 extra sleep, my body still sick as yesterday, diarrhea; there is some blood teste in my mouth last few days, am I a vampire at night?

The weather is icy cool with rain, or may cold for those only wear a shirt with a coat.

I went into a costa coffee shop, asked for a cup of massino mocha flake and a piece ofdouble layer chocolate cake, no card machine in this new store, I used the cash; It's a shame that supporter give me a supplementary credit card and a "small amount" of cash in recent years, even ask me to do very little thing, but I am not doing that well.

Only a few people sit in this early, most are takeaway; peaceful. I ate the cream on top with a wood stick, then had the first drink, bitter but warm, at that moment I thought the meaning of life is enjoy, the happiness, the sadness and all other feelings in every second, no matter which state you are.

Readed a paragraph of " letter from an unknown woman"; the cake is so-so, but the chef is kind, smiled to me and came to ask if I need cream on my cake after busy time; later time, ran out to give the left umbrella back to a old lady.

I picked my phone and dail your number, but ended the call during the waiting time for some reason i don't know, I am glad to meet you in my life, thanks fate.

After my coffee, I wanted to snap a picture of the cup with my lip mark, but the camera wasn't with me.

always......

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 13:59:54 GMT

"Even time can flow back, I'll do what I have done for you."

She walked away from her friends, run away from home, cause you do not like them, just want stay with you, then locked herself in your heart; she lost herself the war since her loved you.

she is homeless

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 12:25:35 GMT

Let's talk it over, she hide all her sadness infront you, but you are keep asking for a all time smiling face which have to wait you all time, yes, now, you have a thing you want not you need, then one day, you'll lose a thing you won't replace, no one know how long it'll be take, but it'll come, nothing can keep forever, always have a expire date, once you release she, may because a heart become flying dust, nothing else can be smash, she lost in universal, or the happy ending is someone pick them to fix, who is she in your life?

uncertain

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 15:01:15 GMT

sunshine just out after a heavy rain，

boy just back from a dream of her face，

wonder a house without universal gravitation but vacuum，

nothing will be heard when you sing in my ear again，

it's too old to use tale as a language，

so hypnotize ourself with beautiful lies then get busy living or dying，

drugs don't work that perfect but make you worse after，

relation looks ugly when no more love been added from bothside who tried，

be simple is hardest。

what if ......

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 11:18:46 GMT

what if i still can't see your love, would you cannel the flight to my life;

what if i want cry, would you just hold me and shed tears for last time;

what if i show my love after you left, would you come back or keep walk with sad;

that's right, you can't make everything on you own.

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 16:37:24 GMT

don't stay your own side, i know you got too much to endure, come to my arm, say what you talk yourself every night to me, i'll try, we together fix your heart, until you can fly, until you left......